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Name: Yves
Location: Chicago, Illinois, United States
Birthday: 5/25/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: myself and others
Expertise: being a rebel
Occupation: Operations
Industry: Media


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Member Since: 1/7/2005

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Currently Listening
Entre el Cielo y el Suelo
By Mecano
ay que pesado
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I DEDICATE IT TO THAT CERTAIN BOY, NOT YET A MAN (NO MATTER WHAT HIS DRIVER'S LICENSE SAYS)

times have changed since we first saw the sky

you and i, laying on the grass

one stupid high school night

giving the finger to the man, to the institution

that lives in the fervor of de-evolution

not only did you feign amusement

you had the balls to feign guilt

oh, and how your temperment pissed me off

memories of good looks and cheap wine

don't forget the stumble and rumble of days

gone and past


Thursday, August 04, 2005

Currently Watching
Down with Love (Widescreen Edition)
By Renée Zellweger, Ewan McGregor, David Hyde Pierce
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time after time

the actions which we choose to undertake, are the consequences we must face.  one cannot hide from the obligations and social mores that we, as citizens are recquired to abide by.  but, when people do something contrary or in line to the varied myriad that is personal and cultural law, everyne as a whole, reaps the benefits.  or the consequences.  to write is to record, so what is being recorded? perhaps not documenting the various idiosyncracies of the human in motion is when people flatline.  that's when what is done or what is not done, said or not said, affects the universe.  when recognition of the events is rejected, is when we forget to take it all as one big cosmic joke.

if out of all the actions and tasks we perform on a daily basis were seen as trivial, people would stoo doing them.  the common thought would be something along the lines of "all of these little things waste precious time.  time i don't have and never would get back had it been mine in the first place." so, if in doing those things, people posess a sort of "perfect" routine, what would happen if it was abruptly interrupted?  surely, the sun would not grow cold and it's highly unlikely that the earth would implode in itself, but there would be leeway for a change we wouldn't be able to control.  so, what of spontaneaty? what of change?

not everyone has the power, money or skill to alter schedules.  some people rely desperately on having a set plan.  once they do something that which is the other, their world comes crashing down.  and, again, there's the constant paradox, that which is time.  time, in it's altruistically majestic connotation, sends particular brain waves, to and fro, within us.  there's a constant cognizant relationship with time.  it is known to exist, although to exist sometimes means to feel.  time does not have a texture.  but regardless of that factoid, time is personified, not as an abstraction, but as a highly regarded limitation.  in a world set to do better than the rest, the human animal has grown weary of analysis and diction regarding and because of time.  time and it's subsidiaries are what affect everyone, not actions.

there's the argument of karma, that should be noted as, quite frankly, the most important argument of all.  if what comes around goes around has a negative connotation, why have things turned out for the best? and what of that concept? who would be able to live long enough to see revenge and justice takes place? in a world of extremes, "depends" is the death of our own Ancient Rome.  Ancient for it's catholic justice and racist ideals and Rome for it's inevitable destruction.

With all of that said, what is done does not affect what we do, or rather what happens.  karma, is a tbest, an idealistic and complex way to say "it's going to be alright."  time, and what is done with is what changes, the otherwise manifest destiny pushing us to the west, to the left of ideals, to the liberal liberties of ultra modern society.  time is the roadblock to the west, and education and economy also factor in as little stop signs ont he road to the left.  time is not abstract or precise.  it is simply omnipresent.

what else would?


Monday, July 25, 2005

Currently Listening
Pablo Honey
By Radiohead
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CITY STEREO

and what of my chick rock antics

and my emo good looks

my love affair with punk attitudes

my new wave/no wave battles

my secret love of surf rock

and my "rock en español" ideals

my morals are set in adult alternative stone

and the good in me set in the heaviest of metals

i'm hardcore


Saturday, July 23, 2005

Currently Listening
I Don't Know You
By Lola Ray
time is industry
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I ' M  I N  L O V E  W I T H  Y O U


Saturday, July 16, 2005

Currently Listening
Full Moon Fever
By Tom Petty
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if i don't live up to your standards, whose should i live by?  am i a bitch because i'm not conforming to your subliminally contemptment?  i won't be broken down.

 

shut up.  you talk like you're a better person for not fitting into a certain category, well you do.  you're not modern, you're not new.  you're what everyone else is.  they might aswell just stick you in the junk drawer, stick you in the miscelanious pile.  i can't classify you.  you already have.



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